UH-OH

mom and dad yelling and fighting
not eating as much can not eat food like used too stumick is is very mest up
have a lot of school work to catch up on
shopping maybe on sunday for a outfit for a wedding
have to see if dylan can go cause his dinner is already paid for and can not get money and no one else can go.(****)
plus can not see dylan until school ends
so hard (i have not gone 16 days with out him)
it is almost all i can think about
want to lose 20lb got to workout
so much problems
stress
i want to be happy again but everytime i am it just keep coming back
GRRRR F**** so mad and sad